Om namo narayanaya. I pray that your soul guides you always to the highest joy.
Thank you for your loving letter. It seems you have been indulging in a wee bit of self-pitying lately. We all go through these phases. I too, went through it sometimes. Recently I was even complaining to God: "Why are You sending me so much persecution and defamation and trouble simply for wanting to help poor children?" I received a beautiful answer, which I will share with you because it has helped me immensely. The answer was, "Because I want you to succeed!"...